I wasn't always this way. I swear. I would get emotional over the normal things. Funerals, some weddings, a sad movie, maybe a friend in need. Recently, this is not the case. The smallest of things can make me break down. No I am not pregnant or anything. This has been happening over the past year. I was starting to find myself shedding a small tear at the end of a happy movie. No big deal. Brush it off, it's a movie right? I found myself getting touched by a friends story. There are have been some cruddy things that have been happening to people around me and just hearing some of them, I would once again, find myself getting moved to tears. Then the small, insane things started making me crumble. A song...okay, many songs. I would be sitting in my cubicle, listening to my iPod and a song like "Gravity" would come on, and I would be a sobbing fool. This could happen even more then once in a day. Just depended on my mood. An email, this is definitely a new down fall of mine. A commercial. Commercials? Honestly? These aren't even Hallmark commercials. A State Farm and a Army commercial had me a blubbering mess the other night. I even cried at "The Office" when Pam and Jim got married. What is wrong with me? Then today. Today just had me wondering. We were getting ready and Michael had turned on VH1's Jump Start. A Nickleback song came on, "Never Gonna Be Alone." As the video progressed, I noticed a trend. By the time the climax of the story hit, I was crying on the edge of the bed. Michael then walked in and said, "Honestly woman, what is wrong with you?" Then I got emotional telling someone about it. I have no idea where this surge of hormones has come from. I don't mind being a little emotional and being someone with feelings, but not this many. If it gets worse, I am not sure what else I can do.
Here is the video from this morning. If you aren't moved by this, tell me how. I need to break free! Or tone it down a bit!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GWQ-oDMG6g
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