Off track

I know I am doing this 30 days of photos but I would like to state for the record that his has been one of the suckiest months I have ever experienced in my life. Yes, I used the word suckiest. I dislike using that word just as much as people using the world 'gooder'. Since when is that a word? Back to my point. Nothing huge happened, just a ton, and I mean a ton of small, little things that crawl up your skin. I also feel like I can't talk any one about everything. I feel like so many things are going on in everyone's lives that mine just seems miniature compared to it all. I also just sort of feel like there is a shift in the air. People that could confide in me, don't and I feel like I don't know anything about what is going on with other people. Sometimes I feel it's due to being a new mom. I feel like people think I don't have time. Well, I do. Jax is 2 months going on 6 months. He sleeps through the night and is happy 98% of the time. I have no idea what it is, but I feel like I am in a game of telephone with some things. I even feel like people I see/talk to all the time, leave out (to me) important information. I find myself just sitting there amongst people, confused as to what they are talking about. We were out for dinner with some friends and they were like "Can you believe what happen to (enter name here)" and I had no clue. Their response "Oh we thought (this person) would have told you since you two talk almost everyday". I understand people forget things or they don't think things are that important but it has happened more then once. I guess I will just wait it out. Even though there are some people I talk to everyday, I feel like I never talk to them. Make sense? Probably not. Maybe it's just icing on this crappy month that I hope I never have to repeat ever again. Epic Failure = Month of February.