Today is my final day on maternity leave. Technically not really, because I would have this day off normally but I still like to think of it that way. I am starting to get anxious. I hope Jake is okay with not getting all the attention at my moms. I hope Jax sleeps for her. The kid hardly sleeps during the day. I hope he takes a good nap for her in the afternoon. I know it will take some time but I just hope it goes well.
I feel like I have forgotten everything at work. I didn't forget with Jake but this time, I don't even remember how to turn on my computer. I am sure after I get through my hundreds of emails, things will start coming back to me. I hope they do. On the way plus side, Josie comes back the same day as me! I am very fortunate for that! Someone else to go through all this with! It will be really hard to first day to just get into the swing of things. I have a feeling I am going to be extremely exhausted when I get home. I hope I'm not.
Let's hope I can sleep tonight. I am completely exhausted already but sometimes I get overly excited and then I can't sleep. I might have to take some Tylenol PM, but maybe only take 1. That stuff makes me so groggy the day after.
It has been a great 10 weeks off and I am so blessed to have been able to take this time. Jax is a fantastic and perfect addition to our family and we love him more and more each day.
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