Even when you fall sometimes

If this doesn't make sense, I am sorry ahead of time.

How do you turn something around that you can't really fix? What if, no matter what you do, someone always remains the same. Even when you try and show them their ways may be a little out there. I am not one to try and make someone act or behave differently, but there are some times that it's taken to far. Things are done and said that never should be. You can't ever take them back, they are there, burned into the soul of the other person. Especially when you have hurt them over and over. I am by no means perfect, but I at least will take criticism and try to change. How do you tell that person, who is scorned and bruised, from the other side, that it's okay? How can you show them, prove to them, that no matter how they handle the situation or how they "fix" it, you are behind them. Everyone has a breaking point. What would you do if you reached your breaking point more then once a week? Maybe once a day? I can't even think of it. But then again, I can. No one deserves to be treated like this. I sit here, I think about maybe people who have hurt me in the past, I would never wish this upon them. To me, there is something really wrong. God put us on this earth to praise Him and be servants to Him. Not to be servants to others. Don't you think that God would also want you to be happy? If you were in a situation, where you were not happy, had no where to go and not very many people to turn to about it, what would you to change? Here is where the whole "Christian Like" thing comes into play. I do believe we have commandments to obey and some things are just common sense but again, what if it's honestly the best fix for everything? What if something that could be wrong in some people's eyes, could be the right thing? To me, being frustrated with life, isn't something you should take lightly.Especially when health comes into play. Even if you end up with nothing, you can always start over. I wish I could express how I feel better. It's just that, this person, I love you. I am behind you in everything you do and I will support you in everything you choose to do in the future. I just want you to be happy and enjoy your life. I know who you really are and I love when that side of you shows! 

Anyways, so to wrap up this week. I do feel like I have been put to the test a few times this week. I also feel that I passed. Lol. The week has been all over the place and I am really just ready to stick my head up and move on.

Weekend - Where does time go? I swear, the weekends just fly by! Friday, I don't even remember. Oh, yeah, Christmas shopping!! I think we checked almost everyone off the list!! We only have 2 people left! =) Such a relief! I even managed to get a few of Michael's birthday gifts with out him knowing! That is good!

Saturday. I didn't spend much time at home. I woke up early and headed up to SC with my parents. It was good to spend time with my grandparents! Normally I have an energetic 2 year old with me. It was nice to spend time talking and especially talking with my dad! That will never get old. He will always be my sun in a stormy day! We went a little over in the time we were suppose to be there. Sorry Mikey! It was a good trip!

Today. We went to church, went grocery shopping and then just hung around here. We have been extremely tired this week and we just needed a mental health day. I'm getting sucked into Falala Lifetime and all the movies on the Hallmark channel and Fox Family! I'm such a sap but they usually have adorable endings and leave you with smiles! It's also snowing! Lets hope it slows down and I can drive tomorrow! =) That is the only thing I do not like about snow!

Well off to get a few more things done before this head hits the pillow and zonks out! To keep it going, I heard this song 3 times on the radio during the work week and then twice this weekend. It really sums up this past week.

That's What Faith Can Do

*Kutless*

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That’s what faith can do)
When the world says you can’t
It’ll tell you that you can!

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do
That's what faith can do!
Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise